I really have too much crap.  God, I feel like I am drowning in it.  I ponder about people that lose their homes to fires and floods and think how absolutely horrible it must be for people, but maybe they can start fresh.  After all, humans are resilient creatures and there is no doubt that they will start over and build new lives. They are also not burdened by possessions. 

No, I do NOT want my house to burn down or be submerged under a great flood, not seen since the days of Noah.  On the other hand, I wish that can just get rid off all this crap without having to analyze every single piece that I own and ask the unavoidable question:  “Do I need this?” and then spend an inordinate amount of time trying to figure out if I do.

Why do I want to do this?  Because I am unhappy, as of late.  I want to work on my novel, yet when I sit down to do this, all I see and can focus on is the chaos around me.  I have the unexplainable urge to clean and organize, yet I have no space to put everything.

My husband and I used to live in a 500 sq. ft. apartment.  I used to complain how small it was, but really, it sure was a heck of a lot easier than living in a bigger place. (Less cleaning and less space for you to buy things.)  DON'T get me wrong, I am not trying to be ungrateful, on the contrary, I am so blessed to even HAVE a home, especially in these uncertain times.  I just think it deserves the same respect of being clean and organized so that its beauty can been seen without being hidden by things.

I am attempting to limit my items to 100 personal things.  Things are going slow, but I am making progress.  Six garbage bags of clothes and bags to donate.  Now on to the shoes….

Of course easier said than done!  But for me it is an essential step to freeing the mind, and a clear mind lets my me hear my muse a little better!